“The More Things Change, The More They Remain The Same” – Jean-Baptiste Alphonse Karr
“Once a Whore, Always a Whore” – my mother
Yeah, so, I’m back at it (kind of). This is my sixth pregnancy and I’m obviously older than I was during the others. I’ve gained more weight. I earned a few stretch marks and funky veins this time. Yet somehow, I’m feeling pretty darn good about myself. I’m loving my big belly and feeling oddly confident in my skin right now.
So I’ve dipped my toe back into the waters that I know too well. I’ve done a few sets of photos and short video clips. Just received a new webcam and I’m looking forward to playing with that. I’d love to shoot some full scenes, but the industry still gets on my nerves…so I’m not sure it will happen.
Maybe I should feel guilty, but I don’t. At this point, I don’t feel like the industry can cause me any more grief than it already has. Plus I’m really doing things on my own terms at the moment. And it does feel good to be good at something.
So there it is.
July 7, 2019 at 3:52 pm
Great News love!
You know you could always use the industry as just a way to promote your brand,then sell ur own content on manyvids
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July 13, 2019 at 1:16 pm
Thank you 🙂 I’m not all that motivated right now lol. But manyvids does look like a more fun site than the old clipsforsale. Thanks for the recommendation 🙂
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July 14, 2019 at 8:44 am
Wow, love the fact you’re back, do you need support for your children? are they all from different fathers?
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July 15, 2019 at 2:36 am
I maintain their privacy by not sharing too much personal information about them. I do have cashapp. But I promise that the kids are all very well taken care of.
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July 14, 2019 at 12:46 pm
Came across your blog while searching for a friend of mines blog that has a similar website name. I couldn’t help but read. You’re a good writer. You seem to be in a rut at times but you’re doing all the right things to move forward. Focus on Re future and the person you want to be.
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July 15, 2019 at 1:57 pm
You are good at a lot of things I am sure but definitely glad you’re back! I hope this experience is much better since you’re doing more on your terms:)
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July 26, 2019 at 6:15 pm
Which begs the question….when and where will said content be available?
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