“The More Things Change, The More They Remain The Same” – Jean-Baptiste Alphonse Karr

“Once a Whore, Always a Whore” – my mother

Yeah, so, I’m back at it (kind of).  This is my sixth pregnancy and I’m obviously older than I was during the others.  I’ve gained more weight.  I earned a few stretch marks and funky veins this time. Yet somehow, I’m feeling pretty darn good about myself.  I’m loving my big belly and feeling oddly confident in my skin right now.

So I’ve dipped my toe back into the waters that I know too well.  I’ve done a few sets of photos and short video clips.  Just received a new webcam and I’m looking forward to playing with that.  I’d love to shoot some full scenes, but the industry still gets on my nerves…so I’m not sure it will happen.

Maybe I should feel guilty, but I don’t.  At this point, I don’t feel like the industry can cause me any more grief than it already has.  Plus I’m really doing things on my own terms at the moment.  And it does feel good to be good at something.

So there it is.