I called it yesterday.  I’m “officially” retired from the adult entertainment industry.  (I put officially in quotes because, for the most part, nobody gives a fuck anyways lol).  I’ve barely done anything adult entertainment related during the last two years.  Oddly enough, this decision causes me some anxiety.  There are still scenes I want to make.  Ideas I’d like to produce.  Most of my (public) career was doing mediocre scenes with dudes who didn’t like me at all…which didn’t help the quality of our work.

However, it’s safe to say that it’s over.

I don’t have the correct word to describe or sum up the experience.

It was 13 years of my life.

And now it’s over.

Still wrapping my head around it.