I receive a lot of comments and messages from folks who seem to feel sorry for me. Maybe it’s just the way I write. But I’m not depressed. My entire personality is very Eeyore/Daria/Squidward (that should cover any generation reading this). I actually used to get a lot of shit back in the porn industry because I wasn’t “perky” enough.
I’m exhausted. I’m a tad lonely. But I’m not depressed.
I’m a firm believer in the “it takes a village”. And I have no village. I do what I need to do, but it’s a lot.
I have a good job that’s quickly blossoming into a real career. I’m getting all A’s in school. My son has personality for days. I’m even contemplating buying a house here in the very near future.
There’s lots of hope.
Maybe some day I’ll even get it together enough to start writing more consistently lol.