I receive a lot of comments and messages from folks who seem to feel sorry for me.  Maybe it’s just the way I write.  But I’m not depressed.  My entire personality is very Eeyore/Daria/Squidward (that should cover any generation reading this).  I actually used to get a lot of shit back in the porn industry because I wasn’t “perky” enough.

I’m exhausted.  I’m a tad lonely.  But I’m not depressed.

I’m a firm believer in the “it takes a village”.  And I have no village.  I do what I need to do, but it’s a lot.

I have a good job that’s quickly blossoming into a real career.  I’m getting all A’s in school.  My son has personality for days.  I’m even contemplating buying a house here in the very near future.

There’s lots of hope.

Maybe someday I’ll even get it together enough to start writing more consistently lol.